Q) how the effing long has it been since i posted a journal entry?

A) too long



Life's changed...

New job...40 hour/full time, whoa
The kittah has grown...he's huge now
Finally settled into the parents house....(kinda)
Goin back to school...good times

Im taking an acrylics class this semester, so guess what that means??? It means i might just have some new deviations!!! its been so freakin long since i painted anything...or drew anything for that matter! im lookin forward to it lookin forward to forcing myself back into some creativity...

So on another page...

a friend of mine has a new devaintart page! he's a leather worker and he does some uber fun stuff!



Jewelry
Holsters
Wallets
Belts
Roses
And much more!!!! haha

Me and my friend Carrie modeled his jewelry for his portfolio...

Go check it out...

and his etsy store too! [link]

EDIT: soooooooooo i haven't done anything on the list yet...so much for inspiration...

annnnd by-the-by.... we found out that my SHE is really a HE...so leeloo had his name changed to..... AHEM....

DR. Otocon Rhombus Bacani

......indeed i am still a nerd.....

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Okkkkkkk... well, back with the parents now. we're about to get a house...as soon as the paperwork goes through, we'll be able to start moving into the new house!

lemme tell ya i'm tired of sleeping on a couch!

and i've changed my cat name idea...Schrodinger just didnt "fit" when i learned that the cat was a black cat...

so i've descided on "leeloo" ...cute and nerdy at the same time

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aaaaaaaaanyway...if anyone follows my other account, youve learned that i'm gonna go one of those "lists"...

and i thought to myself...since i'm not really tattooing right now...why not keep me going, by doing a flash version of the list! huzzah!

hopefully i'll finish it before the next decade turns...

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1. Life
2. Youth
3. Content
4. Change
5. Dreams
6. Pessimistic
7. Pirate
8. Novel
9. Doom
10. Garden
11. Sadness
12. Confusion
13. Freedom
14. Inevitable
15. Idle
16. Vampires
17. Convention
18. Roleplaying
19. Skull
20. Pain
21. Joy
22. Time
23. Warmth
24. Voodoo
25. Insomnia
26. Solitude
27. Zombies
28. Heaven
29. Evil
30. Weary
31. Candyland
32. Robot
33. Old-school
34. Puppets
35. Flight
36. Movie
37. What if...
38. Batman
39. Dance
40. O RLY???
41. Play
42. Uh-oh...
43. Duel
44. Sound Effect
45. Caption
46. Photo
47. Pants
48. Red
49. Fiesta
50. Percent
51. Soap Opera
52. Underwear
53. Stress
54. Froof
55. Mutation
56. Skeleton
57. Rock
58. Lies
59. Ninja
60. Message
61. Bugs
62. Effort
63. Bandaid
64. WRYYYY
65. Imaginary
66. Fly Me to the Moon...
67. Discovery
68. What?
69. Adhesive
70. Underworld
71. KAWAII DESU
72. Mecha
73. Random
74. Video Game
75. Crisis
76. Insanity
77. Ice
78. Working Hard
79. Hardly Working
80. Sandwich
81. Clone
82. Clumsy
83. Keyboard
84. Hope
85. Song
86. Surprise
87. Cursed
88. Awesomeness
89. Internet
90. Fire
91. Orange
92. Love
93. Annoyance
94. Misunderstanding
95. Fantasia
96. Puppy
97. Lost
98. Pie
99. Fate
100. Death

ok.....soooooo...

i havnet updated in, oooooooh, about a billion years.

so i guess its time.

i'm still tattooing, if only on myself. i did one on the boyfriend...maybe someday i'll get those pics up...

lifes been buisy...and crazy...and stressfull...

ah well...at least there's still art.

brightside: i'm getting a kitty!!!!!!

this past year is the first time in my life that i have not had a cat. there have allways been at least 2 cats in my household...now that i'm in the apt., its too expensive to have pets...i cant afford another 50 bucks a month.

i've been going through cat withdrawls.

but now that i'm moving back in with the parents (because i just cant afford to live here...probly wont be able to afford living in Michigan very much longer at this rate ) i'll be able to get a kitty.

and my friend's cat just had kittens! how handy!

what do we think of Schrodinger as a name?

just a thought.

anyway.......................

i'll get new pics of the tattoo i just finished on myself up as soon as it doesnt look like a scabby piece of crap...

mmmmhhhhhmmmm...

Well. first journal in a very long time...

all my posts are brought on by bad happenstances...hmmm.....

well, life is kinda goin crazy...lots of things are changing...

the new boy is working out pretty good...

but on the other hand...

the coffee shop i work at is driving me up the wall. the manager doesnt know what rules she wants to enforce and when...so it ends up all willy nilly with some people getting getting in trouble and others never getting in trouble. its frustrating to be written up for being late, but having everyone else just gets a,

"oh, where were you?"
"car trouble"
"oh...ok"

but that's changed...i'm transfering to another store...one inside the mall across the street from my old store

not looking forward to working in a mall near christmas time...oy...

but i am looking forward to KNOWING what i'm going to get in trouble for and what i'm not.

i'm looking forward to the change...a new atmosphere...

but at the same time, with all the change that has been going on in my life, it was nice to have that one constant. the one thing that was staying the same...

oh well...

But the HUGE crappy thing that's happening in my life lately is the loss of my other job.......

I AM NO LONGER A TATTOO ARTIST

...well at least not one that's currently working at a shop

i was let go because there was just no work for me...

...EFF michigans economy...

...EFF jennifer granholm...

so i either have to find a new shop to work at...put it on hold for now...or just descide to drop it indefinately.....

boxing up all of my supplies sucked...

on top of that, my best friend has moved to missouri...

and with the cutting off of the old life with the EX, i've lost some people...

now the only people i have left are Eric's friends...

as much as i love Eric's friends, they're still not MY friends...i havent known them for 10 years and know everything about them...i dont feel like i can talk to them like my old friends...

.............................OY VEY............................................

Welll well well......

well.....life.....

bluntly... i'm getting divorced. Before you say you're sorry...don't be. it was my choice. i got married when i was 19 (in hindsight, how many people told me not to? told me i was too young?) to the second guy i'd ever dated. i didnt know what love was...i just felt loved for once in my life. he loved me and i thought that me loving him back was only natural. we lived with my parents and sisters for three years after we were married and we just bought a house. again, in hindsight, i think that if we had lived alone right after we got married that it wouldve ended way sooner. i realized lately, ever since we've now lived alone, that i'm very annoyed by him. living with my family had become a buffer. i'd have a problem with him and i'd escape to my sisters room and hang out with them for hours. i didnt have to deal with him.

on the other end of the spectrum...

i have a new love. and i know 90% of people who read this will think me horrid person. i found him right when i was about to end it with the husband. it was just horrid timing. or the best timing ever. depends on your point of view. i've (and again, many will think i'm moving too fast...but extenuating curcumstances gave us no other choice) moved in with him. we were both getting divorced and had no other place to go. we were even living out of my car for a couple days. we had no choice.

suffice to say, life is a bit crazy. dont know if there will be a lot of art or not. i dont have a lot of free time. being that i'm in the process of getting my stuff out of the old house, being broke, spending time with the new love , getting my life straight in general...

BUT the new love is also an artist! i'm very excited about this. i've never been in a relationship with another artist...none of my friends are even artists. its amazing. artists just have a different mindset then other people. we just think differently. we see things differently. its amazing how much more we understand eachother. so, being that i'm around another aritst (and the fact that i'm actually happy) i might be inspired to create more than usual...i dunno...maybe

ah well...so thats my life for now...feel free to comment or question...

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